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好心分手

歌曲：好心分手(国粤语合唱版)
演唱:卢巧音 / 王力宏

(女):是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗

(男):也许该反省不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人能否再让我
试一下抱一下

(女):回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过

(男):恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨

(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多

(男):被我伤让你痛

(女):好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我

(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

(男):回头吧不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨

(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我

(女):若勉强也分到不多不如什么也摔破

(男):好心分手每天播

(女):可知歌者也奈何

(女):难行就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过

(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我

(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

My 'Feats' during this festive season

Those who have ever played any form of computer games with me know that I am quite shit at them. There are not many games that could trigger my interest and there are very few that I could actually play decently well.

Worst of all, I think I am feisty when I am engrossed in games - I just can't stop 'Naff' equivalent type of words coming out from my mouth (more so than usual) – not exactly pleasant =P .

My all time favorite is 'Daytona' in the computer games arcade. I simply lurve it whenever I get a chance to play.

During this festive season, ‘Geo Challenge’ & ‘Bowling Buddies’ intrigue me. These are my personal best scores thus far. I am sure millions out there would be able to break these records, nevertheless I am still very proud of what I have achieved ☺

Reclusion

2009 = 30 = A New Era = Think Different = Change = Me

It's not wrong, it's just

DiFfErEnT.

Give me back my Zzzzzz !

“One sleepless night last night and there will be another one tonight. I am not getting any sleep!"

Queensland

Really looking forward to this 3 weeks getaway trip during Jan/Feb...backpacking alone (especially in Aus) is nothing new to me by now given that I have done it several times...but this trip still stirs up excitement within me...it's the first time I have chosen travel over celebrating Chinese New Year with my family...it's going to be a trip that marks my 30th birthday...the style of this trip is going to be impromptu...

it's going to be a vacation of rejuvenation!

Headache

I had this terrible headache for a couple of days. I came across this cartoon as I was randomly surfing the internet; it reminded me of someone who has the potential of cracking such jokes - funny - yet could be irritating as well - when you are not in the mood AND you are a 'victim' of the joke - especially all you need at that moment are just some hug, care and concern.

Imperfect Stranger

My world is a strange affair with the imperfect stranger.

Again, who can be perfect?

Moi's Favorite Snack

I have a weird eating habit when I come to Skippy's Creamy Peanut Butter...I just love to scope it directly out of the jar and eat it as if it's ice-cream...it feels real good :)

Silly Gal!

It's okay to be silly...learn to laugh at it...hopefully can learn from it...and be an idiot no more...

How I Wish I Need Not Go To Work Tomorrow :P

Fools In Love

I found these 'Love Quotes' (extracted from a particular website) to be quite hilarious...well, probably I am in my 'desireless mode' at this moment hence able to take them quite light-heartedly...nevertheless I can totally empathize with the overpowering emotions that these writers tried to display cos I used to be one of those who behave foolishly when in love...ummm 'used to'...or likely 'continue to be' (again) in the near future? That's the exciting part about Life isn't it, you never know who you are going to meet, what's going to happen and ultimately who you are ending up with...and then come the million dollar question - 'can the love actually last' ???

“Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.”

“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”

“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

“I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.”

“Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.”

“I didn't ask for it to be over. But then again I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunset”

“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”

“Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.”

“You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.”

Satisfied

Tried

Omigosh...why again?

Okay, though much less serious as compared to the past but nevertheless I have confirmed that it's a 'Relapse' case...'that's fast' and 'not again' are my thoughts...it's been only 18 months ago that I had the surgery!

Although it's not a life threatening surgical procedure, at this juncture, I am just so not interested to undergo the same surgery again...hopefully it's only a one-time relapse...anyway, it's not life threatening if left untreated either...just let it be for the moment...who knows, it may just go away & not relapsing again..Sleeping is the best antidote...may all the jinxed memories, thoughts and relapses leave me when I wake up tomorrow... It will as long as I believe I can make them leave me...It will...

Seven Wands (Reversed)

Uncertainty, Perplexity, Vacillation.

It is the reminiscent of the Berlin Wall, which was devised to keep people from each other. It can be paranoia or about overcoming it and tearing down the wall. At best, such barricades can allow one time & space for reflection or let one work out one's thoughts in isolation and make adjustment in peace.

Pursuing my 'Magic Key' to Success

I know what I want and I will go as far as I have to in order to be successful!

High Spirit!

I have miraculously bounced back to my positive high spirit without any particular happening in my life.

“Happiness consists not in having much, but in being content with little.”

- Marguerite Gardiner -

Attaining Inner Peace in Daily Living... ...

It's possible...only it takes time (again)

Time and again it happens...Never Mind...Remember, even the periods that ever seemed to be so difficult at that time, now appear to be necessary part of the journey of growth...integral pieces of the tapestry to intact my life together...it's never going to be the end of the world...Life still goes on!

Up Close with Nature

Away from the buzzing city & stress...spent my afternoon just sipping hot tea & glazing lazily at the snowy capped mountain...allowing the trees to whisper into my ears & indulging in the kisses of the wind...

An Altitude Retreat with Attitude!

Thredbo Village (where I am currently having my retreat) is located inside the Kosciuszko National Park; New South Wales (NSW), Australia. It's a 3hr coach ride from Canberra City Centre.

Today, I have stepped out into Mt Kosciuszko by taking the scenic chairlift rides...it's relaxing & therapeutic...totally sedated within the peace & serenity effuse by the beautiful surrounding of nature.

The Floriade NightFest Trail in Canberra

Date: 28/09/08

Cockington Green Gardens

Date of visit: 28 Sept 08

This charming little world of miniatures is located in the suburbs of Australian Capital Territory (ACT). It's surrounded by gardens and features tiny buildings representing nations as diverse as Argentina, England and Korea, plus miniature steam train rides.

A day as a 'Reporter' in the Australian's Old Parliament House

Say Hail to the 'Queen' in Canberra!

Date: 28 September 2008

Venue: The Old Parliament House; Canberra, ACT Australia

As part of the 'Floriade 21' celebration in Canberra, there's this 'dress up & make your own film about an event that shaped the Australian nation' going on in the Old Parliament House.

I was invited to 're-enact' the Queen's visit to the Old Parliament House in 1954.