“Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens.”
-Carrie Bradshaw (Sex & The City)-

What I need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring me to this very moment.

And this is the moment I can choose to make everything new. Right now.

"We all sit around in a circle and suppose, while the secret sits in the center and knows." Robert Frost

What happened on Saturday was bizarre – is the ‘missing’ mutual or am I making a mountain out of a molehill?

There is no 'Lost'

There can't be any 'Lost', when you never ever have 'It' (in any instance) to begin with.

This is who I am

I am who I am because I am the combination of a phoenix and an antelope.

An antelope that can't be tamed and a phoenix that burnt itself on a funeral pyre so that it can rise from the ashes with renewed youth to live through another cycle!

Decisions

Probably in life, it doesn't really matter which side of the fence you get off sometimes. What matters most is getting off at the side of the fence that you feel most comfortable with & deemed it to be best for yourself, after having made that decision.