The 'Untouchable' DVD Rom

No matter how good I had been at discluttering my 'past' in the last two years, I don't understand why I could never bring myself to throw away that DVD Rom. Moreover, it was not a gift that was meant only for me. Ironically, I had long dumped those that were meant for me and yet I kept this plain white labeled DVD ROM with the word 'jokey' written on it - *can faint*.

For memory sake, or sub-consciously the feelings have never quite subsided? Why did my heart still palpitate when I rewatched the video clip?

It can't be. That episode was way long over - not to mention the staging of the 'perfect stranger passer-by' act in London plus I had my other fair share of life experiences during these two years.

What's gotten into me tonight? In honesty, I can't quite figure out. I must be hallucinating dramas again given that I am too bored from crunching my exam notes. * Wakey Wakey* This year, my goal is to be neither the rule nor the exception. I just want to breathe and plough through 2009 with my books.

Otherwise - Artist(Band): Morcheeba

They wanted me here
Just to show you my face
But when it comes to the crunch
I just hide in disgrace
You're calling me mad
But i know you're the same
Cause you got to be seen to be playing the game
Yes we got to be seen to be playing, the game

It ain't gonna hurt now
If you open up your eyes
You're making it worse now
Everytime you criticise
I'm under your curse now
But I call it compromise
I thought that you were wise
But you were otherwise

A specimen like you
I would love to obtain
I asked a tedious guy if he'd tell me your name
I'd love to impress you
With a back sumersault
I wanna take up your love
But it's locked in a vault
I wanna take up your love
But it's locked in a vault

It ain't gonna hurt now
If you open up your eyes
You're making it worse now
Everytime you criticise
I'm under your curse now
But I call it compromise
I thought that you were wise
But you were otherwise

When i open my mouth
thoughts are brutally honest
And i can't expect that kind of love from you
When you open your mouth
Your teeth are beautifully polished
And i can't extract the pain you're going through
No i can't explain
The pain you're going through

It ain't gonna hurt now
If you open up your eyes
You're making it worse now
Everytime you womanise
I'm under your curse now
But I call it compromise
I'm under your curse

It ain't gonna hurt now
If you open up your eyes
You're making it worse now
Everytime you criticise
I'm under your curse now
But I call it compromise
I thought that you were wise
But you were otherwise

I Love My Life

"Love Your Life.
Believe In Your Own Potential.
Wake Up Each Day With The Awe Of
Just Being Alive.
Forget The Past.
Take The Power To Choose What
You Want To Do
And Do It Well.
Open Your Heart
And Your Mind
To Every
Opportunity.
Don't Be Afraid
To Keep Trying.
Create Your
Own Dreams.
Colour Your Life
With People And
Things You Love.
Focus On All
That Is Good.
Life Always Gets
Better With A
Positive Attitude!"

A Positive Spin

It was said in the movie:

'We are the RULE, not the EXCEPTION'

I would like to give it a positive spin (yet realistic - I think):

'If We are not the EXCEPTION, then They are NOT MEANT for Us'

It will be a simple game from now on...

I will concentrate on how I feel because that's what's important.

Those dreaded feelings of insecurity are good indications that 'probably it's not meant to be', because I would not feel that way if it should belong to me.

'Live well and the world will open its doors. Live poorly and the world will slam them in your face'

- Greg Behrendt-

The 'Blank Card' in Life

There was a time I thought I would choose England over Australia; and another time - Perth over Sydney.

But there is a saying that goes like this :

' Life has plans for you that are greater than those you have for yourself. Pursue your goals, but be open to the possibilities life offers you. Your present path is leading you to unexpected opportunities. It is likely that current events and experiences are preparing you for an unexpected opportunity that awaits you'.